Speak to me those words of beauty,
Whisper them carefully,
Cached in mystique of inference,
Heady breath swollen with meaning.
Touch who you think I am,
As you preach of what you know.
Carry me please,
Carry me from these burdens,
To a place without question,
Without doubt or worry,
Take what is left,
Hulking form,
Collective wound of life –
Take this wreck to a place that is all beauty,
Dream without waking.
Cast me as a net
That I might harvest completion,
That I might dissolve into being.
Sing.
Sing your soul,
Sung without meaning
And let that intent guide my steps,
Undieing after death,
Deathless outside time.
Oh let me become!
Let me walk away from potential,
Let me step beyond desire,
Beyond mediocrity.
Let me become.
Take me.
Monthly Archives: May 2014
A step beyond
Lament for something that never was.
Despair.
I am become now despair,
as time gnaws at the raw edge of betrayal,
of self-directed anger.
.
I am become despair in the light of Reality,
Reality – that cruel bitch,
antithesis of karma-loving mediocrity.
I am lost to this isolation,
realization that I am insignificance,
infinitesimal mass
in the vastness of infinite time,
infinite space.
.
Who was I pretending to be?
What seed bore the fruit of that presumption?
How did I…?
.
I must go now.
Reality has come,
and she has brought her lady-
and Duty is a mistress most harsh.
I return now to the task-
Sisyphus thinks only of the stone,
and leaves introspection to the philosopher.
5/22/14
Fog
I have lost all perception of time,
boundless I meander.
Poorly-weighted thoughts compete
for attention;
“Am I hungry?”
“Is it raining?”
“Does ‘Now’ include a few moments ago?”
.
I cannot see past the tip of my mind
into what is coming.
Nor am I aware
of what has already been.
I am aware of so very little –
unconscious in a fog of confusion.
.
I do not think I am hungry.